A Love like This

Ok, I’m not trying to brag or show off but people who know me & my hubby or people who have seen us can really tell how much my hubby loves me and cares for me. I can safely say that I am one of the luckiest girls in the world. Coz not only I have a loving husband, I’m also blessed with awesome in-laws plus all the relatives.

Through out the 6 years of relationship, there were many challenges in our marriage and I’m glad that we’ve manage to go through every obstacle together, Well, I have to admit that I’m the weaker one in love relationship coz usually when things don’t go well, I often try to seek the easy way out, but through him (my hubby), I’ve the chance to witness and learned a lot about the Love of God.

I always believe God works through people. For He always plant little seeds of thoughts and ideas in people’s hearts and minds, and make us carry out HIS work without even noticing it.

Both of us had our downfalls in these past years and while God knows that I’m the weaker one, HE made my hubby even stronger, not only for himself but for both of us in this marriage. When my hubby fell, God gave him self realisation and made him fight for this marriage in silence (without me knowing) and make it even stronger than before. And when it was my turn to fall recently, God made him even stronger and wiser in order to pull me up and support me again and again as I kept failing him. And yet, he did not give me up. He continues to support me as my hubby, my soul mate and my best friend. For I’m certain that given the same scenario most people would have walk out from it long ago.

Seriously, I have never seen someone quite like him. His love for me is unconditional, just like God. His love truly amaze me coz I’ve never ever dare to dream of meeting someone like him. He has been with me through thick and thin, rain and shine, even during my ugliest moment due to my horrible breakouts, he has never once felt ashamed of how I look when he went out with me. He was only upset when people stared at me strangely for he knows it hurts my feelings and self esteem.

He has always been very protective of me and treated me like a little princess and he has always put me before himself. We have always shared a very unique relationship and special bonding. We are not merely husband and wife, we are also soul mate and best friends, because sometimes when situation is tense between us as husband and wife, we always have the ability to switch to the role as friends to analyse things and to give our opinions as how a friend is expected to be and solve our problems together. We never need to confide or share our problems to other people to seek advice or sort coz we are each other best friend and we have the ability to play different roles in this relationship whenever it suits.

Sometimes, I really think that I don’t deserve him but then I believe I must have done something wonderful (though I don’t know what is it) for God to love me so much and give me such a wonderful husband and everything that comes along with it.

I’ve always been very proud of him as my hubby not only for who he is and what he has achieved so far but I know that no one would ever loves me like he does and I want to make him proud of me (not that he is not) and love him the way no one else can.

I love you my dear and sorry for being such a fool. Thank you for not giving me up, thank you for not giving us up. It is truly a great blessing & honour to be your wife, soul mate and best friend in this lifetime.