4th Jan 2015 - Happy 6th Month Old in Heaven our baby Cassandra.
It's a brand new year of 2015 and everyone is hoping for a new beginning and a better year ahead.
Before baby Cassandra grew her wings I have decided to only have one child (biological one) and if we plan to have more we will adopt one. It wasn't because I was afraid that my body shape would changed but I was weary about the risk and complication associate with pregnancy and childbirth, But with Cassandra gone (to heaven), I would like to try to conceive again and No, he/she will not be a replacement child. No one could replace the child we have loss. We simply want to have a living child who is of our flesh and blood with our genes. And if it ever feels right, we will still adopt another child.
I've been secretly hoping and praying (well it's not a secret now) that we will have a pair of identical or fraternal twins (different gender) from my next pregnancy. I felt so happy when I woke up this morning as I shared with Keith because I dreamed that we were with our twins! :) I know it was just a dream but it was OK for at least I felt the joy and contentment during that short period of time.
I hope that dream and my prayer will really come true and I know that if it's meant to be it will turn into reality and angel Cassandra will be there to watch over her daddy, mommy and her future little sister and/or brother.
Miss you much as always baby Cassandra. Daddy and mommy will never stop loving you.
It's a brand new year of 2015 and everyone is hoping for a new beginning and a better year ahead.
Before baby Cassandra grew her wings I have decided to only have one child (biological one) and if we plan to have more we will adopt one. It wasn't because I was afraid that my body shape would changed but I was weary about the risk and complication associate with pregnancy and childbirth, But with Cassandra gone (to heaven), I would like to try to conceive again and No, he/she will not be a replacement child. No one could replace the child we have loss. We simply want to have a living child who is of our flesh and blood with our genes. And if it ever feels right, we will still adopt another child.
I've been secretly hoping and praying (well it's not a secret now) that we will have a pair of identical or fraternal twins (different gender) from my next pregnancy. I felt so happy when I woke up this morning as I shared with Keith because I dreamed that we were with our twins! :) I know it was just a dream but it was OK for at least I felt the joy and contentment during that short period of time.
I hope that dream and my prayer will really come true and I know that if it's meant to be it will turn into reality and angel Cassandra will be there to watch over her daddy, mommy and her future little sister and/or brother.
Miss you much as always baby Cassandra. Daddy and mommy will never stop loving you.
2 comments:
may you dream come true!
and all the best in 2015.
Thanks again! Happy New Year and best wishes to you too. :)
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