Trick Or Treats?

Hehehehe...I am really in a very cheeky and happy mood for this Halloween so I ordered 20 pcs of cupcakes from my sis in law with Halloween theme to give away to my colleagues today.

It was really fun as I held the box and go workstation to workstation and said: "Knock, knock! Trick or Treats? Pick One!". I am really happy to see the joy on my colleagues face when they see the cupcakes. It's like all of them become kids again. :)

Following are some photos to share. :)

About Spoiling Image

I know everyone is entitled to their own opinion about anything but there's something I don't quite understand here.

You see I have just taken some photos for my modeling portfolio in different images to show the versatility of me as a model. I was thinking of portrait something that I don't do in real life and that's how the smoking portraiture came into place.

What puzzled me is, 2 of my male colleagues said these pictures have spoiled my image coz I look like a hooker in it. I mean, me taking photos in lingerie's, bikini where some might look sexy but some might look raunchy but those don't spoil my image a single bit??? However, when I take pics of me pretending to smoke it spoiled my image?

To me, it only prove 2 things about guys' perception towards us, the female creature. wait wait...don't get me wrong, I'm not saying all guys ya... just in general.

1. The more skin shown the better even it makes the girl looks like a cheap slut is real fine.

2. The sight of girls smoking have never portray a good image to guys in general.

So now I know I have tarnished my own good image by taking smoking pics to some people. No more good good girl image. :P

Thinking Big

When Life gives you lemon, what do you do with it? Many may answer , 'you make lemonade out of it' (in fact that's the only answer I heard and read, even from Hitz.fm).

When Life gives me lemon, what do I do with it? I'll make lemonade then take the seeds and plant many lemon trees!!!! :D

Seriously, this is how we grow. We mustn't think in such microscopic manner because If you merely make lemonade out of the lemon, you only get the juice once and that's it. But if you plant the tree, you can have many more lemons to make the lemonade. In fact you can even sell the lemons and lemonade! :D

Maybe I think too much and too far ahead, but that's how I usually think..... THINK BIG!

When Believe is not enough..

"I Want It Real Bad... And I'm Working Hard For It...But There's Always A Little Doubt Inside: Do I Really Have What It Takes?" - This is the status I've posted in my FB today.

One of my friend replied and says, "if you believe you can, then you can". I can't disagree but neither can I 100% agree because there's always an 'if' follow after that phrase. Because it is not about doubting oneself but rather whether we have the self realisation about what we can do and what not.

Take singing for example, years after years we watch American Idol and each year there are thousands of people try out We have witnessed many who have strong belief and confidence in themselves that they are the next American Idol and they can sing well. But the fact is many of them are tone deaf and can't even carry a tune decently and yet, they believe they are good. Even their family and friends also believe that they are good.

Believing and having the confidence is one thing but at least you must have the basic requirement for certain things and then you try to improve and make it better. However, if you are tone deaf and people cannot even catch what song you are singing from start to end, how do you expect anymore from that.

We really have to be realistic and be humble to accept the fact and the family and friends shouldn't be giving false hope and encouragement blindly out of love.

The very fact is no matter how bad you want to be something or someone and no matter how hard you work towards it, if you don't have what it takes, you just don't have it. Period.

A little update

Wahhhhhhhhhhh..I have neglected my blog for so many days....kesian betul.

Lets see....what have I been doing lately? Hmmm....I must say not much and yet I didn't really have time to update my blog. Ok ok, I admit. It's more of laziness than business. :P

Oh well... most of the time was spent preparing for my photo shoot and ya, I've just finished shooting another round of photos in JB over the weekend. I must say it was really hectic and tiring but I enjoyed every second of it. Now I just need to wait patiently for my photographer to edit it then I can share a few pics with you guys here.

This round of shoot was a little different from the few shoots I did coz this round.... I think the guys will love this! I also did a collaboration with another babe. ^.^ I like her as she is really sweet.

I'm suppose to create videos for more songs from my album but I procrastinate for so many days :P. Suddenly I have the urge to do it today but Keith is not home (he is away for work till Wed) so have to wait till he's home coz only his PC has the software to create the video.

So that's all for now. Will update more when I have more energy. Wanted to go on leave today but was not approved so I was a walking office zombie today. Guess I'm gonna sleep early again tonight!

Chaoooooooooooooz!